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It's tearing me apart. I'm breaking apart inside. I can't even smile. It hurts.

I can't do it anymore.
Yes, something depressing happened. No, I'm not going to commit suicide. I love life too much. I'm also scared to die.

EDIT: OH MY GOD GUYS THE PICTURE IS NOT MINE, AND I REALLY DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF THIS HAS BEEN DONE. NO, I AM ALSO NOT EMO.

(boo yah front page~)

EDIT 2: Big thanks to ~Eva02Asuka Who was kind enough to give me the link to the original picture. Here it is~ [link] No, I don't know who added the text.
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:icondeath77:
Death77 Featured By Owner Dec 17, 2012
To me life is not worth living, that would mean life would be worth somthing, as if to put a simple price on it.
Never measure who you are by what you've done or what your gonna do, the truth of it is everything you are now and are going to be later, you learned from one place or another, believe half of what you see, none of what you hear and all of what you feel, be true to what you are minus everything you've ever amassed in your lifetime.
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
That is something I haven't honestly thought about.
Thanks for that. It really helps.
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:icondeath77:
Death77 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2012
glad to help
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:iconwindy1311:
Windy1311 Featured By Owner Dec 14, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Represents me right now ;_;
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
What happened to you? You can note me about it. I'll tell you why I wrote this too.
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:iconwindy1311:
Windy1311 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Eh. Ive just been having friendship and family issues....
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Are you sure you don't want to talk about it?
I have a policy of not telling anyone.
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Panda-chan164 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I like it :)
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much. :)
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Eva02Asuka Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012
I have come to to know who's the original creator of this picture.
I know you mentioned in the artist's comment that your are not the owner of it. Despite that in my opinion it's important to ask beforehand if you wanna use someones art you should name the original artist, give a link and inform the crator.
[link] I would be very glad (and I think the original artist would be thankful) if you do it now. I wouldn't call you an art thief (because you did mention in the artist's comment) and I don't want that anyone does.
... Anyhow I can understand to not ask beforehand, because something depressing happened and you just wanted to communicate about it.
And of course I hope you feel better soon.
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much. I left a comment explaining everything along with a link. I also changed the description.
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Eva02Asuka Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2012
How I said. I'm proud.
Know I can rest easy. ^^
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you again.
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maisymoola Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012
i love this picture i know its not yours but still this happened to me today i was brave on the outside but when people are pushing my patients all the time i am crying on the inside i hope your okay hang in there :) dont worry just keep your head high
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You should hang in there more than me.

But thanks anyway. :)
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:iconmaisymoola:
maisymoola Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012
thanks i will try to and its no problem ^_*
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toxic-orange Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
this suits my life so perfectly right now, it is un-real.
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
What happened to you? You can send me a note about it.
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:iconemi386:
emi386 Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
awwww. i know how you feel. this is sweet.
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Sorry, but this has nothing to do with love.

Thank you, though.
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:iconemi386:
emi386 Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2012  Hobbyist Artist
oh....ummmm. ok. that's alright
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AiDeeKay Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Honestly, I don't understand why this is on the front page.
Pity, maybe?
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
It's probably the picture.
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:iconaideekay:
AiDeeKay Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
The picture was stolen, so I still don't see why this is on the front page.
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AScarletmoon17 Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
You gave the person pink hair o3o it makes me think of Sakura
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
The picture isn't mine, I didn't do anything to it.
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AScarletmoon17 Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
oh okay o3o
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badkitty61589 Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
I feel like that too sometimes, hang in there, beautiful pic tho
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you.
The picture isn't mine, by the way.
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:iconantarticaeyes:
AntarticaEyes Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Student Digital Artist
been there...its so hard that my heart is being scared very deeply TT^TT
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm still there. And it hurts. A lot.
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rhavendc Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Yeah, ~MiuraEri is right. Crying is good. It makes us comfortable and okay.
You know, crying is just getting rid of what hurt us inside.
If forced yourself not to cry, you'll have difficulties in accepting what is done wrong.
The challenge is how you'll face that thing after all.

If you will know, I always feel that negative kind of emotion ..
But I always trying to be not mad for long ............................ ^^
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for trying to understand.

But the thing that happened...

It's kind of weighing down on me. And my family.
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MiuraEri Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012
hmm you know, sometimes its good to cry and not have anything that gives you away, like red face or eyes, or swelling.. it like water driping from my eyes.. not one change wahtsoever
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
There are many things that can start the tears right back up again...
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skirkman Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Student
nice
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks
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nicwnokknooe Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012
BELIEVE IT OR NOT 20 FEET GIRL IN THE UK CITY LIVING REALLY AMAZING
[link]
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Please don't do this.

I really don't give a fuck if a 20 foot tall person lives in the UK or not.
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Burnchain Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Professional Digital Artist
i love it. we all feel sad.
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Everyone has the right to feel sad once in a while.
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:iconpythod:
PythoD Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012
that's me for ya... misserable inside... happy outside :/
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
But there's a certain mask you sometimes have to put on for certain people, to convince them you're fine...
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:iconpythod:
PythoD Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2012
Yeah... some people just think im crazy and fine... (none of the above)
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OrlyCoffee Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Student Digital Artist
D: NO YOUR NOT *hugs*
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for understanding. XD
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:iconpampuka:
pampuka Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist
EMO d:
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:iconliteofjuly:
LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I never knew writing a few sentences about hopelessness made you emo nowdays.

Thank you for your input.
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Eva02Asuka Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012
You know why people ever smile with closed eyes when they just pretend ti be happy?
I wondered... 'cause I do so too.
And it came up my mind: The eyes are the mirrow to your soul. And if you don't want that anyone knows you cover the mirrow so that noone (yourself as well) can see the truth.
It's not easy to talk about depressing things or to cope with it... You just can live on. And that's why. Keep smiling and you will find something to smile, because: [link]

Sorry this comment might sound kinda depressing itself. I don't mean it. I just wrote what it made me feel like. And it's motivating in the end.
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LiteOfJuly Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much.
You might think this is depressing, but this holds more meaning for me than you think.
I find this so true though. Thanks.
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